I'm surrounded by beautiful and gorgeous women everyday. And, some have mistaken me for being a Lesbian because I love to praise women as well. I may have disappointed some to say, "I'm sorry, but I have never had interest to become intimate with another woman or have seen her as a potential spouse and never will. Though, I love her like a sister and mother." If I choose to compliment her with feelings of elation, I may have seen her as a reflection of who I am. I do not beli ... eve anyone is born Gay or Lesbian, but anyone that identifies with it is more likely an intersex or pseudo-intersex. Scientifically, I could explain how, but that is another topic. If you disagree, I encourage you to respond to this post.

I just appreciate the beauty of life and all that it has to offer. When the mind, body and spirit is in balance and harmony, I am completely in love with the woman inside and wouldn't change her for the world. I do not have any chemicals in my hair and I will never invest in any implants unless it's a requirement to benefit my health. During my early teenage years, I had refrained from eating all red meat. Ten years ago, I was eating pizza (sometimes eight slices to myself) every week and was perceived by many as a woman, built voluptuous. And, I saw so many African American women with natural, beautiful curves. A year ago, I became a vegetarian, working towards committing to veganism, so I could say that I'm naturally "petite". Some may not find that as attractive and some may feel that I'm perfect the size that I am. All that matters is how I feel. (Honestly, I miss my curves, but I've seen a significant improvement in my health, so I have no reason to complain.) This diet change has caused me to increase my metabolism and not gain any weight. short items to wear for older bride of the wedding

Today, I see more botox injections and Brazillian Butt Lifts imitating Africa, that I've realized that men and the media have contributed to so many women's insecurity and their obsession to be or look like everyone but themselves. This does not only apply to African Americans, but has become more common in Caucasians and other ethnicity. I've even spoken to a Caucasian male that said, "Yes, my wife was a beautiful model with gorgeous blue eyes and blond hair. I had to invest in her buttocks and chest for enhancement. It has caused me to be in debt. Now, she is happy but she still wants more work. She wants to divorce now." What is wrong with this picture? I do not believe in permanently modifying God's creation, but they have predicted that tomorrow's children will be more like artificial intelligence, having less human or natural traits. My insecurity lies when my spirit is trying to escape from me and I no longer feel like myself.